Okay...so....MAYBE....

Last night Megan went up to Kim and asked "Hey how are you and Roxanne dealing with the whole Aaron and Zach situation? That must be tough." Apparently...Aaron has been talking about us...a lot...and Zach too. Either that or Zach talked to them too. Megan seemed to know what was going on so I trust her. She's not one to spread gossip either. She said "Obviously Zach likes Roxanne and Aaron likes you, how are you dealing with it?" When she told me this I flat out denied the accusation (not the right word here) that Zach liked me. Instinct maybe? I don't know, I don't feel attractive and I don't feel different than his other friends so obviously I said no. But she pointed some things out to me that I didn't really think about...like how he went out and bought us that Across the Universe CD, and talked to me all Spring Break when she didn't hear a word from him. I don't know, I still denied it regardless.

So I went to dinner together today in a huge group. It was fun. Most of the people were from my bible study. Anyway....Zach was there. Things happened, I need to tell you what happened, my invisible friend. I don't know if I trust anyone else with the details. So we walked together, he kept going back and forth between me and other people, which I didn't mind. He just did little things to let me know that he was looking or thinking about me like poking me or looking at me. I sat down at the end of the table because there was a lot of room. Rusty sat on my left and there was no chairs to my right. Zach stopped by me, looked around, even though there were chairs at the end of the table, he pulled up a chair and sat next to me. I don't know about you, but that really made me wonder. Then he took pictures of everyone at the table and two of me. One was really really bad because I was laughing because he was tickling me. And he said it was good. I tried to steal it and delete it, but he wouldn't let me. He's meeting us later tonight for Cru too to walk with our bible study. He never walks with us, so I thought that was kind of odd. I had to leave early from dinner because I had class. I saw Kim on my way out and stopped to talk to her. I happened to glance back at the table and Zach was looking at me if not for the moment I glanced back. I sent her a text later saying she might have been right about Zach when she said he liked me. I just started to see it tonight.

I could be overreacting to this all, and I think I am looking into it and making more than it really is, but we'll see. Just some thoughts to ponder.

I hope Cru goes well tonight. I'm excited. This is my first Easter away from home, it should be good stuff :)