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A little rant and my new job

So I was thinking today....if someone was to look at my life, what would they see? I don't know. Looking around me, I have penguins, tootsie roll can, flip flops, and a plaque. What does that say about me? If it wasn't me I would say that person is a nature lover who keeps her attitude up with a plethora of sugar, loves the outdoors and is proud of her accomplishments. NO! That's not me! My surroundings don't reflect who I am. I like penguins and my own pets...hardly anyone else's...the tootsie roll can is my change jar, the flip flops are dirty and worn, (I actually don't like the outdoors) and the plaque was a gift, a reminder of the summer. That's not who I am either. I just realized how almost incredibly impossible it is to correctly asses someone based on their surroundings, possessions, and looks. That's just a fancy way of saying first impressions and judging by looks don't mean crap. That was a long way to get to my point, but I'm really sick and tired of that happening to me. There's a lot more to me than what you see.

That was completely unrelated rant but...there it is.

Hey guess who I saw...TWICE today? My exboyfriend. It wouldn't be so bad if he didn't make things awkward. I try! I TRY so hard! But he doesn't help at all! Whatever...I'm not talking about him. (6 sentences about him? That's pretty good!)

I'm about ready to go out to eat with Nicole and Abbi. XD I'm so excited! I haven't seen Nicole since 4th of July and Abbi since last spring! AHHH! We are going to have SO much fun!!! Do you know how long it's been since I've had a girls night out? A looong time! I'm so looking forward to this!

In other news...work is really good. I love all my staff members and directors. They are all so sweet! That's an extremely over-used phrase...but it's TRUE! I'm pretty sure my Hall Director is gay. He always uses the word "Fabulous" and gives hugs....haha it's just cute. And he's such a joy to be around! As well as my Assistant Hall Director. He's one of those people that walks into a room with a huge smile and a great laugh and that attitude just spreads around to everyone around him. I love him so much, he's so great! Along with Kevin and Kujo...complete opposites! But I love them both. Kevin is exuberant and loud and funny, and Kujo is quiet and laid back and attentive. He's very nice.

Well this wasn't the longest blog but it's better than yesterday! Take it or leave it.

What I'm thankful for: Shower-heads that are taller than me. I mean it! Never underestimate a tall shower-head!
Number of days until I'm a senior: 229

I started to blog...

Hello my blog friendsa!

So I'm all moved in back to college. I've actually been sitting here at this computer for quite some time suprisingly. I haven't been on the computer very much because a friends been over since Saturday. I have returned internet!

Haha I don't have much to blog about. Oh! I accidentally left work an hour early. I mean I told my boss and everything so he just smiled and waved like it was perfectly normal. Oops! My bad! Haha but I think it's great he didn't even know. Oh well!

That reminds me I have to write out a list of something for work! Shoot I really wanted to blog too, talk to you later!

Number of subscribers: 13
Number of days until I'm a senior: 230

The day before I leave

Hello my BFF!

My tummy is full, my bags are packed, and I'm ready for a little cat nap! My sleeping schedule is really out of whack lately. It's going to be hard adjusting to a regular schedule when I move back into school tomorrow. Granted classes don't start tomorrow, but work does! Still going to be hard!

I'm going to miss a lot of things. My kitty, my bed, the pleasure of just sleeping and playing video games all day. Haha, I got into that terrible habit when I was recovering from my wisdom teeth. I still have a green cheek from that. It's terrible! I look like an abusive boyfriend grabbed my face and left an awful bruise. Well that's certainly not the case!

The thing that I'll miss most though...I already lost a few weeks ago. That's my best friend. Cut the drama Roxanne, but I do feel like I've lost her. I feel like she's replaced me with another friend. I know she's been busy lately with school, and she doesn't want to talk about leaving for college because it makes her sad. But does spending time with me also make her sad? I don't want to sound like a selfish brat, but I mean honestly she can make time for Stacie to hang out, she can't make time for me? That stings. A lot. I don't really have anyone else here except her.

I'm not holding onto that. I've let it go, I even called her the other day just to talk. Wasn't able to talk for long but at lease we talked. We're fine. I'm just a little peeved at her priorities. I thought I was one of them. Maybe I was wrong. I'll try to keep that in mind.

In other news, I get my computer back today!!! Supposedly! It's just a pain I have everything on this computer and I have to transfer it. Ughhhhhhh....

Aw my mom just brought me half a 3 musketeers bar :) How sweet!
I'm watching Smallville at the moment. It's so intense! I can't focus on what I'm writing. I'll blog more later this weekend.

Number of subscribers: 13
Number of days until I'm a senior: 233

Short and sweet

Here's the deal, I promised myself on my 21st birthday that I would get my life together. Not that my life is a mad mess or anything. Just a few things that I'd like to straighten out. You know, personal goals. And today was one of those epic fail days. Nothing I can't brush myself off and start anew or anything. I'm going to forget it's happened and keep going with my life. I am a good person, and I'm not going to beat myself up about it.

Then why am I writing a blog about it? To remind myself. No matter how many times I fail, I have a friend and a maker who loves me and forgives me when I ask for it. God wants me to succeed and sometimes I fall but he helps me back up again. I can't look back.

To moving forward!

Number of subscribers: 13
Number of days until I'm a senior: 234
Epic fails this birth year: 1

Video games and sleeping

As I look over my last blog I realize exactly how out of it I was. When I said "All 4 of them." Made me sound like I had 4 minds or something. I don't know, maybe this is the medicine talking as well.

Man I'm telling you, this is the glamorous life. Hot rags on my cheeks, messy hair, and lopsided glasses. Not to mention that every morning I wake up with blood stained lips. The food consists of Jello, Carnation instant breakfast, and crystal light. If I want to get really fancy, even throw in some applesauce. /sarcasm Not a lots been happening on the social side lately. My social existance involves a few text messages from a friend while I was trying to sleep and boring twitter updates.

The highlight of my weekend? Being able to pass a part on Final Fantasy XII that I couldn't pass before. HORRAY!! It's not that it was even that hard, but it was one of those places you had to battle a lot and I forgot to stock up on potions and stuff so I kept dying. Whoopsie?

And in other news....my mouth hurts. That's now what I was going to say, but the pain interrupted my train of thought. Oh yes, I move back to school in 6 days!!! I'm really really excited to be able to see all my friends again and hang out with them without a care in the world. Okay maybe I'm over-fantasizing my dream a little bit here. My mind goes crazy when I'm locked inside for so long.

Maybe next time I write something more interesting will happen.

Number of subscribers: 13
Number of days until I'm a senior: 240

Wisdom Teeth

Ow ow and...ow. I'm sitting here in bed, my mind is reeling as to how I'm able to comprehend anything right now with the amount of drugs I have in my body from getting my wisdom teeth pulled. All 4 of them.

You know what's scary? I kinda remembered the first one they pulled. I flinched as I felt them digging in my mouth on the left side in the back. Not pain, just pressure. And then I woke up what seemed like 30 seconds later to them saying I was done. Amazing! They can give me some more of that medicine anytime! It was funny. The dr. was talking to me about school, when I went back, you know small talk. Everything started blurring and I could hardly keep my eyes open, but I kept talking to him anyway, testing myself seeing how long I could actually stay awake. I can't remember exactly when that happened or the walk to the door, but I remember everything else. I don't think I said anything stupid like most people. I'll have to ask my mom later though.

Do you know how hard it is to have chocolate milk when your bottom lip is numb? It was a challenge! Now as I'm typing this my bottom lip is starting to tingle, like it's getting it's feeling back in it. Yay! I might be able to eat soon. This whole going without solid food things really sucks....because I LOVE food! (If you can't tell by looking at me.)

Another thing that's strange about me is my creative way of keeping the ice packs on my face. Granted, I know I look ridiculous but what I did is strap both ice packs on my face by a headband and use bobypins to keep it up. I have a picture but I'm too embarrassed to show it haha :)

Ah well, I feel like I am ignoring Smallville, which is going to be entertaining me while I'm in bed. Good thing is that I'll have lots of time to blog!!!

See you all later!

Number of subscribers: 13
Number of days until I'm a senior: 242

Once in a while I do this...

Hello my bff! (Blog Friend Forever) Sorry I've neglected you. Here's what's going on in my life.

I'm about ready to go back to school. My goals are to finish the Summer story, make more videos, and blog about my life! I get way to stressed at school and blogging about it usually helps. Guess what, NO boy problems! That's a first right? Haha, it's exciting!

Sometimes I wish I would just hurry up and grow up. Then I go babysitting. Some days Gabby drives me absolutely insane. I'm sure it's right, you know the saying that says you grow as a parent as your child grows, but it does nothing for babysitters! We're just thrown in there! I mean, I've been babysitting since I was 12 but you know I just need a break. I only have one more day of babysitting, and I don't want to end it on a bad note. I love Gabby, I just need a break! Babysitters need vacations too! Haha :) I need more of a break from their dogs. It's like I'm watching 3 kids with all the needs their dogs have, I mean honestly. One day I'll have to write about how I got trapped out of the house while I was taking the dog outside because a HUGE bee was guarding the front door.

Until next time...(hopefully it won't be too long)

Number of subscribers: 13 *gasp!* Unlucky number!
Number of days until I'm a senior: 244