Fail post

If I don't tell someone this I think I might explode! And most likely this post will be private, but I just need to vent and writing is always worked before to make me feel better.

The past 2 days....have been from hell!

Day 1.
My best friend came home from tennessee! I know this doesn't sound terrible, it actually isn't bad at all. I love her to pieces and I'm soooo glad I got to see her. She literally jumped in my arms when we met again and wrapped her legs around me. Just like in the movies! ^^ Haha, and that's why I lover her! Miraculously I caught her and spun her around. Sounds all good right? Well it was! But the situation started with the boyfriend. Not mine, hers. It's her first boyfriend....ever! She's 19. It's kind of a big deal for her...and being the best friend she needs my approval. He's not a bad guy honestly. Kind of quiet, but nice. The problem is that no matter what they do...they HAVE to do it together.

Okay....so I have a bit of a territorial issue here. I was literally stuck with them because my house was being shown in the morning and I couldn't go home and mess it up (so my mom and dad say). SO I had to watch them cuddle during the movie...trail behind them holding hands in Wal-Mart...watch him kiss her head...and then witness the two of them going outside for some private time. Gag me. I mean...I get it! It's a new relationship. Everything is fun, and new, and exciting, but the thing that irritates me the MOST is that I told her I'm bad with PDA!!!! Especially if it's my best friend! To me...the whole night it seemed like they were saying "Yeah we'll talk to you when we want, but that won't be often because we are too absorbed in each other." That's not how they meant it, I know it, but I'm still upset!

Day 2
So I was planning on having some girl time with Charly before bed because that's what we normally do, however, she left me and opted to sleep on the couch. Whatever, not a big deal. But in the morning I wake up to hearing and seeing the two of them snuggling in his bed. It worries me, she has no boundaries, and she knows it. You can't just go into a new relationship with no boundaries! So bad start to the morning. I left as soon as I could. When I got back together with them later, she was leaning in his side the WHOLE time we were together. I'm so annoyed. I mean...there were 4 of her other friends over...even the couple that was engaged didn't act like that.

So based on their actions...I don't like this guy. Not at all. As a person, he's great. I just need him to back off my best friend. I can't handle this. I'm going crazy! Not to mention I was told today my grandma was dying. Yeah, I can't go into detail or I'll burst into tears right now.

Too much stress. Too much. I know I'm single. I know I'm jealous. I know I'm heartbroken. There is no cure. I need a good cry and a good vent. Also some time away. But I really wish I had someone to tell all this too...

Okay NOW I'm crying. END OF POST! I can't talk about this.